#if you don’t watch spn this is just a guy laughing #if you do you are probs cryign your fucking eyes out right now because this isn’t a happy laugh #future cas gives me so many feels he’s not a stoner he’s in constant fucking pain #he’s self medicating and trying to numb himself down because he can’t #all those emotions humans feel he feels them much stronger because he had no time to adjust to learn and grow #he’s been thrown straight into the fucking apocalypse and negative emotions were the first and only thing he got to feel #i fucking love future cas sorry